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Shae-rene:

I walked across an empty land
I knew the pathway like the back of my hand
I felt the earth beneath my feet
Sat by the river and it made me complete

You start to wonder why you're here not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need,
If only I could find the answer
To take it all away



Saturday, April 11, 2009

the death of integrity!
someone stole my thumbdrive. i could have said i lost it but am ever so sure it was blatantly stolen by someone who is an adult from the organisation where i work. its unbelievable if u knew the truth about where i work. its too embarrassing for me to even utter it as i would be so consumed by shame and the irony that something as such could transpire at a place like this. its eating me to say the least. i lost everything i had ever saved in my thumbdrive. all my hard work. all my memories. all my personal information. and each day i live in fear and worry that my personal information could be used for someone else's gain. do i have any leads? guess wat? the bloody security cameras were not even working on that fateful day. only 2 persons had entered the venue that i had left. and only the two persons hold the answer to the question but both claimed they never saw a thing! and one even tried to suggest that there were other younger people who were near the venue. fact is, the other people did not enter the venue. and this was verified by the other person who was in the venue at the time i had left. i reported the matter to my superiors. its a lost cause really. and anyway, its my thumbdrive and so its my fault i guess. coz i left it on a day in which i was so bloody busy. u noe wat, maybe i left it there deliberately to tempt the thief coz i aint got nothing better to do. the impact of the lost is quite damaging i must add. how can i work in peace at my workplace? i am more paranoid about my valuables now. u would think that working in the place that i do, people would be honest and responsible to leave other people's property alone but no...i curse this person. i know that they have a family of their own. who know's what god has in store for them for the pain and injustice they have caused me. if there is justice, god will see to it that this person gets what's due for such a crime. and i won't be at peace until this day comes...i have lost my mood and happiness for now..people keep saying i must move on..yeah...like im 12 years old. though i do know that some of them mean well...but would they act on their own advice if this had happened to them? i seriously doubt it. i cant say more, every word that i type here is acute and the depth of my saddness knows no end at the moment. i know who you are...and though i have no way to prove it and no sincere support to help me prove it...u can't escape hell even though ure safe on earth..for now that is...may u rot in hell for your actions and lack of integrity!

12:53 AM love like there's no tomorrow