I still havent found my thumbdrive. i have stopped looking. keep thinking of the pictures i had lost. so many memories that i will not be able to capture anymore. i have stopped looking for it. no mood to do my work at all. been stalling on some of it for some time actually. in any case, ive got more white hair this year...think my stress levels are at an all-time high. how to manage? no choice i guess. so bloody humid. hate the freakin weather on top of everything else. wish i could take a long, long break and never have to sweat the small stuff sometimes. i need some freakin air man.